Moments from my heart journey. Spontaneous and unrefined revelation.

Friday, August 10, 2012

Restoring the Kingdom: The Baton Has Been Passed to Us

I've been so challenged by the boldness of the disciples in the book of Acts!   They just asked for trouble over and over again.  A) Get miraculously set free from prison. B) Proceed immediately to preaching the very same message that got you thrown into prison in the first place.  What!?

But even the earliest disciples were confused by the way in which Jesus intended to bring the kingdom of heaven on earth.  After he was resurrected, in Acts 1:6 they asked him, [so... now that all thats taken care of, now are YOU going to RESTORE the KINGDOM to Israel??]  And Jesus basically tells them, [NO, you are, thats why I'm leaving and you are waiting for the Holy Spirit to fill you, because now its your turn, YOU RESTORE the KINGDOM!  Here's your baton.]  

Here's the story in NIV Acts 1:3-9

 "After his suffering, he showed himself to these men and gave many convincing proofs that he was alive. He appeared to them over a period of forty days and spoke about the kingdom of God. 4 On one occasion, while he was eating with them, he gave them this command: “Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the gift my Father promised, which you have heard me speak about. 5 For John baptized with water, but in a few days you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit.”
6 So when they met together, they asked him, 
“Lord, are you at this time going to restore the kingdom to Israel?”
7 He said to them: “It is not for you to know the times or dates the Father has set by his own authority.  But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”
After he said this, he was taken up before their very eyes, and a cloud hid him from their sight."



   Jesus did his part.  It is finished.  But its a relay race, and by giving the Holy Spirit to live in us, to be himself in us, he has effectively passed the baton.  He made possible the restoration of all of us to the Lord.  And made an open door between heaven and earth, he is the access to the Kingdom of God from earth.  And then he began empowering each believer with the Holy Spirit, that we can be his personal agents of restoration.  So that he goes wherever we go.  That we can extend the Kingdom of God in each of our personal places of influence all over the world, wherever we go, he goes, and he hopes to restore justice through us.  To extend his kingdom of love through us everywhere we go.   God has always wanted us to partner with him in bringing his kingdom reign on the earth:  


Isaiah 59: 15-16
"...The LORD looked and was displeased
to find there was no justice.
16 He was amazed to see that no one intervened
to help the oppressed.
So he himself stepped in to save them with his strong arm,
and his justice sustained him.

God was looking for his friends to stand up for justice on the earth.  He is waiting for us to accept our true identity as sons and daughters of the King, and to represent his Kingdom everywhere we go, in love and power.

I can remember a walk in the park years ago, crying out to God for revival, 
and he very gently  reminded me: 
"You are revival."  
The baton is in your hand.   
"The same Spirit that raised Jesus from the dead, now lives in you."  (Rom 8:11)
You restore the Kingdom.

God is reminding me again and again, as I see injustices in the world all around me, and cry out for mercy and justice and righteousness and life.  He is reminding me, 'yes, lets go restore the world to my love, together.'

Praying for wild boldness... :)



Wednesday, May 16, 2012

The power of agreeing with God!

Reading Luke 1 today.  I am amazed by the power of agreeing with what God says.  And the power of disagreeing with it.

Zechariah doubted what the angel said to him about the son God was going to give him.  So God shut his mouth for the next nine months and didn't let him speak.  And he didn't speak when the child was born either, not until 8 days later when he officially agreed with God and named him John.  And then he immediately prophesied and praised God for his own son and Christ who was coming.

Elizabeth agreed with God and praised him for answering her prayers and giving her a son.  Then when Mary came into the room (carrying Jesus who couldn't have been more than a few days past conception at that point) and the baby lept in Elizabeth's womb... she agreed with God!  She was filled also with the Holy Spirit and immediately gave a glad cry and exclamation and praise and prophesied about Jesus.

Mary agreed with the impossible sounding word of God for her life.  And Elisabeth told her what's true for all of us, if we will agree with what God says about us, Luke 1:45:

"YOU ARE BLESSED BECAUSE YOU BELIEVED THAT THE LORD WOULD DO WHAT HE SAID."

The other thing I learned this time reading is from 1:41-46 and 67

1:41 "At the sound of Mary's greeting, Elizabeth's child leaped within her, and Elizabeth was filled with the Holy Spirit."

This is the traditional and expected response :)  When the Holy Spirit recognizes Jesus nearby, he often causes various outbursts of joy, leaping, praising and prophecy, and its often contagious to anyone nearby willing to agree with him and join in the praise.

So my prayer today is:  "Abba Pai, when I feel that little leaping inside.  Help me to agree with you in joy.  I want to pay attention and lean into what your Spirit is saying in my heart.  I want to recognize you when you come in the room in a new way and praise you for it.  And I want to feel your heart more and prophecy over my circumstances and proclaim whatever you are saying....   So yes to the leaping!  Haha.  Thank you for declaring words of life and destiny and identity over me from every heartbeat in the womb.  From every swoosh of circulation in the placenta, you have been my source.  Tune my spirit in to the swoosh.  To your declarations over my life.  I want to agree with you more and more."

Monday, April 02, 2012

Revival Rains in Fortaleza Brazil



It was a huge honor to be a part of what God is doing in Fortaleza, Brazil.  Without our knowing it, he invited us to come at a really strategic week of breakthru for the missional community there.  We met up with a team of Brazilians and missionaries there who are totally sold out to Jesus, and passionate about serving him at any cost and pouring out his love in power.  Our first time to worship together, God poured out his heart on us for one another and we had a powerful time of prophesying and praying for and encouraging one another, in incredible freedom and love.  All week Holy Spirit just poured encouragement and refreshing into that team of revivalists.  Our teams were like two chemicals that when mixed together have an intense chemical reaction/explosion.  God brought us together as a catalyst for what he is doing.  Blasting them into a new season of revival of hope, love
power for freedom and heart transformation.  

We had tremendous favor and safety as we went with missionaries who have been making friends and demonstrating the gospel in the little favela of Oeita Preito, for years.  It is a community that has historically been a stronghold for slavery, sex trade, prostitution and drugs.  But tons of love has been sown there and even as we were there together, we began to see the shift in the atmosphere and in countenances, as God is bringing hope, love, healing and new life to people there.  It was amazing to see the impact of a few encouraging words to people who have gone a lifetime without it.

On Saturday we joined with Nedson and Nadyla who are believers who have grown up in the community and live there now as Jesus with skin on.  They really have a heart for reaching the children there with the hope and love of the gospel.  I got to follow the local missionaries through the little cobblestone alleyways and streets in the morning rain and gather up a pile of children to worship and play together in a nearby church.  Kids love hugs and laughing in every culture (language fun but not necessary)!  

Saturday and Sunday night we got to minister as a team at a church in the city, for a prophetic conference.  God really loves to pour out his heart to people who are hungry for more of him, so we were all somewhat surprised and excited at the amount of prophecy he was pouring out thru us.  

Monday was a huge day of breakthru for the Kingdom of God advancing in that city and region.  We spent the entire day until midnight worshipping and interceding in a small building in the community.  God shifted my mindset in that day, about how I pursue breakthru and his will.  Although its fun for me to ask for specific strategies from Holy Spirit and words of wisdom, or knowledge, or prophecy, or ways to demonstrate love.  Everytime, I go in already have a foundation to build from, the platform of God's heart and nature.  I know that no matter what, in every situation, person, city, and nation, he is wanting to reveal his love and power, his goodness, the hope of abundant life in him, freedom, joy, peace, his mercy and justice, and every awesome part of his character.  So I can always pray and act in that direction and then take great joy in the specific ways he shows me to partner with him in that.  
     During that day, we would take turns going out in small groups of 3-4 with a local believer into the community to visit people in their homes and to pray and impart to them.  Sometimes it was simple words of life and encouragement.  Other times it was the Lord showing me how he had preserved people of peace and made homes filled with love in a dark place.  God healed hearts, brought hope, and some came back with us to the church so that they could get prayer and just rest in His Presence and get healing, which of course he gave.  Some of the kids came in that afternoon and the Lord released a lot of freedom and dance, love and hope.  Kids were getting played with and loved on while their mom was getting healed of cancer, after resting on the floor for hours, she left there without pain.  Later that night another woman testified of being healed from scoliosis and back pain.  God was really increasing everyone's faith and hope to a new level.  Our worship meeting ended about midnight.  


Tuesday the rain came!  It rained more that day than it had rained in Fortaleza in 15 years.  

The meteorologist said that what caused the sudden 7 inches of rain was a "cyclonic vortex" (strong winds from a higher atmosphere) mixing with an "intertropical convergence zone" (where winds originating in the northern and southern hemispheres come together).  God gave us a sign in the natural of what we were experiencing in the spiritual as he brought us together in love and unity and created a downpour of his love and power in the area!  He is raining renewal, restoration and life on dry bones, and on the seeds of the Kingdom that have been planted over the years past and even this week.

Tuesday afternoon, passing the baton.... 
      I after the rain finally stopped, we had time for a few more house visits in the community before dark.  My little group visited the parents of 2 little girls, full of life.  Their home was different than most, full of peace, love and freedom.  We prayed over the Dad and restored honor to him as a son of God, he had been a believer for years but had lost confidence and felt ashamed and discouraged.  After praying for them, I felt that it was very strategic of the Holy Spirit to lead us to that family before we left.  It was as if we were renewing them and encouraging them to carry on demonstrating the love and light of God in their community.  It was so incredible and a great honor to encourage those people!

It was a huge honor to participate with the Lord in revival, and to experience so much love between his body and warriors of love in Brazil.  My heart was so encouraged that God is really doing the things I have hoped for and dreamed of.  I am not crazy!  But he definitely is!   He really is raising up a people all over the globe that love him radically and will experience his light in the darkest of places.  He really is rescuing people from the kingdom of darkness into his Kingdom of marvelous light, in a whole new way that the world has never experienced before.  And he really is wanting us to partner with him in it, everywhere we go!  What a relief to my heart.

I'm already having conversations with God about when I can return and finish learning Portuguese and getting to know my new and future friends there.  (BTW thanks for everyone who prayed for my language skills, haha, I prayed and sang more in the Spirit than I ever have in my life, hahaha, and Portuguese even started opening up more for me in the last few days.)  I had a blast practicing!

My favorite personal moment of the week was the multiple falls in the sand I had for the whole 15 minutes of soccer I could survive playing on the beach! It was amazing.

Call me if you want to hear more stories!?!?